Akala nya siguro hindi ko alam. Na he wants me back. This time I think I have the right. I told him na “No. I wont ever come back to you.” Im giving up on my present boyfriend because it’s just too much to lose myself for loving him. Pero it doesnt mean naman na papasalo ako sa kanya. Like duh? He, too, ignored my worth back then. And mahal ko ung boyfriend ko. I just have to let go, to atleast save myself. Once a good woman is gone, she’ll be gone forever.
Because conversations became texting, arguments became phone calls, feelings became subliminal messages online, sex became easy, the word “love” gets used out of context, insecurities have become your way of thinking, getting jealous became a habit, trust has been lost, cheating became an accident, leaving became the only option & being hurt became natural.
Feels like I’m gonna face a very very big storm soon. I hope to see the rainbow after.
I have a great life to live actually. A comfortable life because of my loving parents. They can give me what I want. Land inheritance. Car. Education. Food. (Many Food) Nice dresses. And their love. But I keep on wanting THIS PERSON’S attention. His love. And ironically this person would tell me I’m better off without him. That I should not settle with him. That with what I have, the comfortable life, it wont be hard for me to succeed and to find someone better.. WHEN HE’S ALL I WANT. </3
Di na makapagpost sa wall nya. Di na makapagtweet sa kanya. Nahihiya ako kasi pakiramdam ko hindi nya magugustuhan. HAHAHAHAHA :(
Nakakatawa kasi pag may napapanood akong teleserye o kdrama, inis na inis ako sa kontrabida. Yung mga selfish type na babae. Kunwari nabibwisit ako para sa bida pero ang totoo I hate seeing myself sa nga kontrabida na yon. HAHAHAHAHA.